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nbsp; 夏森心里何尝好受,可以说,他也是个罪人,是他和父亲的自私,造就了如今的境况,这一次来,他才知道了这么震惊的真相,他一直都躲在林乖乖家里,看着夏垚和林乖乖母子的互动,不禁有些心酸,他可以想象,如果夏垚没有失忆,那么他们一家人该是多么幸福啊。
“这么说,你和父亲早就知道林乖乖的存在,早就知道我和她的夫妻关系,你们怎么就能忍心,不告诉我,让我像个傻子一样被蒙在鼓里,不知道自己有家有妻,不知道妻子怀孕,不知道妻子死里逃生的生下孩子,更不知道自己的孩子已经能跑能跳,正是因为你们的狠心,我背负上了永远也不能偿还的心灵的债务。”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚握紧了拳头,尽管他早已经猜到,这一切的来龙去脉,可是在不久之前他他还对父兄抱有一线希望,期待,也许父兄还有更深刻的理由才隐瞒关于他失去的记忆,可是此刻,他已经不去再做那样的梦,他压抑着自己内心翻滚的怨恨,尽可能心平气和的表达自己的心底的情绪,可是显然,他的努力并没有什么成效,他脸上浮现出的狰狞的面孔,注意表达他内心的愤怒。
夏垚有多么自责自己失忆,就有多么怨恨父兄的隐瞒,他有多么喜欢这个家,就有多么遗憾错过了逝去的那几年,可想而知,让他对着夏森,怎么可能还有好脾气。
“是大哥对不起你,我真的没有想到,林乖乖当时已经怀孕了,更没有想到她居然会把孩子生下来······”
夏森还是第一次看见夏垚眼睛冲血,脸上的青筋暴起,字字句句犀利,像针一样扎进他的心里,他试着解释,却被夏垚不假思索的打断。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
“她不生下来还能怎样,大哥应该清楚,一个人类怀上了妖精的孩子,所要承受的是什么,没有丈夫守护的怀孕生产过程,更是难上加难,怎是我们几句话就能概括的,如今我面对她的时候,是如何的愧疚,大哥可能明白,而我想这一切,可不仅仅是因为大哥和父亲的不忍我受伤,以前我想不通,不过不久之前,我就已经想明白了,想利用我联姻才是你们的目的吧。”
夏垚慢慢的联想,便想到了让他更加气愤的事情,明知道自己失忆忘记了妻子,父兄却还能大大方方撮合他和联姻对象,夏垚想要问问父兄他们是否可以想象到,在他们竭尽全力的想要把白家的小姐推进他的生活的时候,是否有想到,林乖乖一个人酷酷的挣扎在生死边缘,孤注一掷的为了省下也许注定就没有爸爸的古怪孩子,想到这里,夏垚突然非常心疼林乖乖,心疼她独立经历的一切,还有她默默付出的一切。
“夏垚,我们也是迫不得已的,如果你不愿意,白家的亲事大哥一定帮你推掉。”
夏森赶紧做出承诺,其实退婚这件事,他已经想了很久了,不管夏垚有没有结婚,有没有失忆,他都去的夏垚和白小夭在一起的样子有些违和。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
“随你们吧,总之我是不想再回去了,这里让我感到温暖真实,这里才是我的家,虽然,我不知道自己什么时候能记起那段记忆,可是,我会努力的融入这个家,我要守着我的孩子,看着他慢慢的长大。”
夏垚此刻却已经不在乎什么婚约了,如今他的心很乱,却并不影响他做出正确的觉得。
“夏垚,大哥理解你的心情,可是现在不是任性的时候,天狼下落不明,他也许就躲在某个角落,司机的想要攻击我们夏家人,这里并不安全,你需要天银山的庇护,大哥相信,林乖乖和孩子都能理解你的,有朝一日,我们打败了天狼,你就能回到他们的身边,过你想要的生活,现在你的首要任务是保护好自己。”
夏森极其不赞成夏垚的决定,他这次来,是要带着夏垚回去的,人类社会毕竟还是危险的,如果天狼突然来袭,以夏垚如今的法力,是无论如何也是对抗不了他的,而最后要付出沉重代价还会是夏家。
“大哥,完全体会不了我的心情,你难道要我的孩子像我一样,小小年纪就整日在等待中游荡,我已经让他们母子等了这么多年,我没有权利再让他们漫无目的的等下去,而我如今已经知道了他们的存在,我就更加不能放手了。”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚摇着头,直接拒绝了夏森的劝说,他的脑海里总是浮现夏念天真的求他留下的样子,他怎么可能还会反悔。
“但是,夏垚,你的安全难道就不重要吗?”
夏森见夏垚有些油盐不进,不禁很是着急。
“大哥,我们不要再讨论了,我心意已决,我已经想的很清楚了,既然命运又将我带回到这里,还安排了我和林乖乖相见,也许这就是上天的旨意,我不想再违抗,其他的事情,我此刻都没有心情去想。”
夏垚态度很坚决,他虽不是人类,却也知道男子应该是顶天立地的,他怎么可能再次扔下林乖乖母子就灰溜溜的夺金天银山不出来,有谁能预料天狼的行踪,要他胆怯的躲在天银山,只等待着一个恐怖的虚幻的影子的出现,夏垚没有办法接受这样的说辞。
“夏垚,你不可以这样子的,万一你真的出了什么事情,你要我和父亲该如何活下去,你怨恨我们我知道,大哥给你赔罪,可是你不能拿自己的安危冒险,就算你不考虑自己了,难道就不考虑林乖乖和你儿子的安全了吗,天狼诡计多端,谁也不知道他下一秒会做出什么事情。”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏森努力的说服夏垚,不经意间,竟真的说进了夏垚的心里,为了林乖乖母子的安危,他的确要像个完全的办法,若是能将林乖乖母子带回天银山是最好不过了的,可是这样却并不现实,夏念还好说,可是对林乖乖这个平凡的人类就有些困难了。
“那我就更加不能离开了,这里有林乖乖和夏念,这里也是我的家,我怎么能残忍的让下他们母子俩,自己躲进天银山呢?”
夏垚的态度有些缓和,可是依旧没有和夏森直接回去的打算。
“夏垚,那不一样的,林乖乖是人类,夏念是能算是半只妖精,天狼不会对他们怎么样的,而你就不听了,你是我们夏家唯一身体正常的,我们不能放你一个人独自面对天狼的,你懂不懂?”
夏森尽自己的全力解释给夏垚听,可是夏垚明显有些心不在焉。
“大哥,我现在心里很乱,你不要早说了,等我想好了,我会给你答复的,你还是先回去吧,林乖乖出来了。”